lol wtf ur online!

things are definitely better here..
but you shocked me! don't do this again!
My heart stoped beating for a moment!

ok... whats new...
Ehm I finished with Christian.. I wasn't happy at the end...
that was before christmas..
but I found someone who is better for me...
he is smart, cute,funny and his eyes ... beautyful!
but he has some mental problems.. I don't know if this is the right way to say it..
he had problems to feel anything. he was neither happy nor sad.. thats why he goes to a therapist... nobody knows this but me, his family and his best friends... Julia
but it got better and his mom said it got much better since I'm dating him.
but don't think he's crazy! that wouldn't be true. he just had problems with his father and he said that he thinks it's because of him.
I really like him...

so what else is new... I don't know.. school is good (as much as school could be)
oh and in english class we had to make an abc of thinks that reminds us of america...
I wrote down all the names of  people I was hanging out with.. and things like NY and NJ
And we had to make a collage of american things.
My collage was full of wendy's and jones and dr pepper and oreo and all this stuff! The teacher loved it because it was so personal
and because i put a dollar on it
oh my god I'm spamming...

I hope you are right.. and don't shock me again
I'm thinking about coming to you this summer... but I don't know right now

Miss ya